This is the amazing true story of a child's struggles as he endured dysfunctional parents and repeated sexual abuse at the hands of two trusted adults. It is the true story of this child's mental and physical pain he experienced for more than twenty years after he entered adulthood. Finally, it is the true story of how he found hope, healing, and forgiveness. Every Christian Counselor should read this book and recommend it to their struggling clients. Every adult that has experienced a painful childhood and is still struggling from it should read this book. John Freeborn has been in Christian ministry for over 40 years. He has served as a Sunday School teacher, lay preacher, deacon, Minister of Music, and traveling evangelist. He studied the Bible extensively through Liberty University, and received his B/S in Pastoral Ministries from Bethany Bible Institute in Dothan, Al. John has conducted numerous youth Crusades, and has been involved in youth ministry through Child Evangelism Fellowship for many years. He recently completed a three year term as an Interim Senior Pastor and is currently working with the youth at his home Church. John 's inspiration in writing this book has come from the overcoming power of his faith in ALMIGHTY GOD. His desire in publishing this book is to give hope to those struggling with the memories of a bad childhood, including sexual abuse.