Somewhere in my quest to be "The Man", I lost the way to become a man. When God challenged me to examine self, I discovered I didn't know me. With every effort exhausted by human error, it was being still to know God was God that carried me to the place where I first became lost. It was after WOMAN had been created, when MAN first felt complete. There will come a time with every man when he desires completion. In the moment men adhere to guidance by the almighty, is the moment he shows you who you are. Once a man admits he is not a man, then he will fine his ability to become one. "Mushey"